Friendship, and…

…a promise…

…A decision, for the first time…

…Worry? Yes, there’s worry…

…lots of possible futures branch out from today.

Calm, and simplicity…

Something I will myself toward,

but seem forever beaten back from.

A cryptic diary entry, of course…

…some things need to be resolved face-to-face, first.

Bleh… I used to think I wasn’t afraid of anything, but it turns out I’m afraid of telling a friend how I feel…