My life fell apart. Again. Worse this time.

I thought that at last, even though I was still unsure what was happening, there were some things I understood about the way my life was heading. Turns out, of course, I didn’t understand anything. And I still don’t.

But it’s okay, I can start my life again from tomorrow.

You know, I said something quite similar to that only twenty-four hours ago…

“Well I know, I miss more than hit
With a face that was launched to sink

An’ I seldom feel, the bright relief

It’s been the Worst Day Since Yesterday
If there’s one thing I have said
Is that the dreams I once had, now lay in bed

As the four winds blow, my wits through the door

It’s been the Worst Day Since Yesterday
Fallin’ down to you sweet ground
Where the flowers they bloom
It’s there I’ll be found
Hurry back to me, my wild calling

It’s been the Worst Day Since Yesterday

Though these wounds have seen no wars
Except for the scars I have ignored
And this endless crutch, well it’s never enough

It’s been the Worst Day Since Yesterday
Hell says hello, well it’s time to I should go

To pastures green, that I’ve yet to see
Hurry back to me, my wild calling
It’s been the Worst Day Since Yesterday”
~ Flogging Molly – The Worst Day Since Yesterday