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Today, I talked about some things with people, and realised some things that I should have realised all along. Life isn’t confusing anymore, it’s not messed up and I’m sane again. The world is simple now; it makes sense.
Walking home today, I breathed deeply in the rain-tinged evening air and my entire body filled with life and energy. It felt like I was seeing in colour for the first time in forever, like I trailed coloured streamers as I walked.
There’s no longer any indecision, there’s no longer any pain. I’m free to go forward with life, to experience the new things being thrown my way with happiness in my heart. And, I think, I can go forward at my own pace, or something only a little faster.
Thank you, everyone who helped. I’m happy again now.