Blog Archive — Page 63
These are some pretty old posts! If they are of interest, feel free to browse. Alternatively, you can skip to more recent entries or head back to the homepage to see some more up-to-date stuff.
These are some pretty old posts! If they are of interest, feel free to browse. Alternatively, you can skip to more recent entries or head back to the homepage to see some more up-to-date stuff.
It would be a lie if I were to say that I was in control. I guess, really, I never have been. Not three years ago, not a year ago, and not now either. I’ve finally realised what I’ve been mising over these past two weeks, a major factor in...
And so the confusion carries on. Barely a few hours after my Monday afternoon crash, yet another situation reared its head and has begun to be dealt with. I didn’t get to sleep until 6am that night, and didn’t wake up until 3pm the following day, missing all my lectures...
This weekend has… No, this past week and a half has been… intense. I’ve done new things and had new emotions and there have been hearts broken and healed and slipping deeper into deliria. The world has broken and reformed over and over again, reconfiguring itself to flood our world...
Pieces of paper, roughly cut from an all but worthless book, spiral to the floor as the force of the knife ejects them from what once was their home. Each of us has an inner struggle, and the time has come to release some pressure, it seems. Not that this...
I love dice-luck sometimes. I’ve barely ever had a good roll in Zane’s game, and now tonight… I roll seven 10-sided dice. The results: 6, 10, 10, 10, 10, 10, 10. You know what they say about million-to-one chances, right? I guess it would be nice sometimes to believe in...
Today, I talked about some things with people, and realised some things that I should have realised all along. Life isn’t confusing anymore, it’s not messed up and I’m sane again. The world is simple now; it makes sense. Walking home today, I breathed deeply in the rain-tinged evening air...
My life fell apart. Again. Worse this time. I thought that at last, even though I was still unsure what was happening, there were some things I understood about the way my life was heading. Turns out, of course, I didn’t understand anything. And I still don’t. But it’s okay,...
To think, at noon on Friday I was just sitting down to a Crystalline Solids lecture, confident that my work was going well and that there’d be a fun afternoon ahead. Then, it all went WEIRD. In many, many ways. That Loki has a lot to answer for. But mostly,...
And now, if I may, I will sleep. Given the circumstances it would be somewhat shallow of me to wish to bestow “sweet” dreams upon us all, so I’ll make do with “appropriate” ones instead. Although “Night night, appropriate dreams” doesn’t have much of a ring to it.
Today went mostly from okay to cool to awesome to ARGH MY BRAIN HURTS. This morning I went to lectures, and helped Racheet get a newly-acquired computer home from Highfield. That was okay. Then we spent most of the afternoon fiddling with said computer, geek shopping and eating lots of...