Strange Life

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Why is it, that I seem to be living my life uncaring, as if small things are unimportant? Things like tidying and cooking don’t seem to matter any more, as if a change will come soon that will make them worthless?

What’s happening…?

Am I changing? Is the world changing?

…9 days, 15 hours, 55 minutes until Dragon’s Claw finale (noon, May 5th, 2003)…

…am I living a story? Or is that story just what we call “life”?

…life is a dream…

…but it’s a good dream.