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These are some pretty old posts! I don't blog that much any more, but if they are of interest, feel free to browse. Alternatively, you can go back to the homepage to see some more recent stuff.

Crashing

Written on Monday 5 Dec 2005

This weekend has… No, this past week and a half has been… intense. I’ve done new things and had new emotions and there have been hearts broken and healed and slipping deeper into deliria. The world has broken and reformed over and over again, reconfiguring itself to flood our world...

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It's not over

Written on Sunday 4 Dec 2005

Pieces of paper, roughly cut from an all but worthless book, spiral to the floor as the force of the knife ejects them from what once was their home. Each of us has an inner struggle, and the time has come to release some pressure, it seems. Not that this...

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Luck of the Roll

Written on Friday 2 Dec 2005

I love dice-luck sometimes. I’ve barely ever had a good roll in Zane’s game, and now tonight… I roll seven 10-sided dice. The results: 6, 10, 10, 10, 10, 10, 10. You know what they say about million-to-one chances, right? I guess it would be nice sometimes to believe in...

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Simplicity and Colour

Written on Wednesday 30 Nov 2005

Today, I talked about some things with people, and realised some things that I should have realised all along. Life isn’t confusing anymore, it’s not messed up and I’m sane again. The world is simple now; it makes sense. Walking home today, I breathed deeply in the rain-tinged evening air...

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Feelings, fleeting...

Written on Wednesday 30 Nov 2005

My life fell apart. Again. Worse this time. I thought that at last, even though I was still unsure what was happening, there were some things I understood about the way my life was heading. Turns out, of course, I didn’t understand anything. And I still don’t. But it’s okay,...

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Well, that was... an... interesting... weekend...

Written on Tuesday 29 Nov 2005

To think, at noon on Friday I was just sitting down to a Crystalline Solids lecture, confident that my work was going well and that there’d be a fun afternoon ahead. Then, it all went WEIRD. In many, many ways. That Loki has a lot to answer for. But mostly,...

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Today's Conclusion

Written on Saturday 26 Nov 2005

And now, if I may, I will sleep. Given the circumstances it would be somewhat shallow of me to wish to bestow “sweet” dreams upon us all, so I’ll make do with “appropriate” ones instead. Although “Night night, appropriate dreams” doesn’t have much of a ring to it.

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Ups and Downs

Written on Saturday 26 Nov 2005

Today went mostly from okay to cool to awesome to ARGH MY BRAIN HURTS. This morning I went to lectures, and helped Racheet get a newly-acquired computer home from Highfield. That was okay. Then we spent most of the afternoon fiddling with said computer, geek shopping and eating lots of...

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Detachment

Written on Friday 25 Nov 2005

Recently, I’ve been feeling awfully… separated, detached from reality. It feels as though when I talk to people I’m not talking to them properly, and when I do things they don’t properly happen. It could be as though the world is just ever so slightly tinged with a kind of...

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The Rise and Fall of Caliphracti

Written on Thursday 24 Nov 2005

That was a weird dream. A weird sequence of dreams, in fact. No less than five tiems did I wake up and go back to sleep, and in each period of sleep the dream continued from where it left off. I pretty much slept through my two lectures this morning...

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